Hi, im Ashlyn.

is pride in the way?

NP- Miguel - Vixen..But its almost over..I think im gunna start it again.

“Let’s play a little game..Just between you and I…”

Some people should open their eyes to realize that people wont stick around for bullshit. Im saying here, if you have someone that would do anything for you…Why not honor that? Why not be scared to lose that person? 

I dont understand..but maybe its cause im missing something. So im asking..Why is it that people take others for granted who would do anything for them? Wether it pertains to a relationship, family, or friends, etc.

So..I really hope people answer me. 

i might be back, who knows

So..I just revamped my page thing. Hopefully I will use this more. I really don’t say anything too important though. 

When I think of me and you..

When i think of me and you…

i think of how hard i must be smiling.

I think of the miles from me to you..and I think about getting in my car..and driving to you.

i think about the times we’ve shared. not many, but always enough to hold me over.

i think about how we met, and i wonder if my video’s only purpose was for us to meet.

i think about the sun, and the moon, and the stars..cause no matter where we are at any given time..we are under the same sun, and or moon and stars..and that makes me feel closer to you.

i think of your smile. i love your smile.

i think of everything we can be, everything we will be. 

i think of how even when we get outta tune, we stay in perfect harmony with each other. 

i think about so much..

i think about what i see in our future, but i never tell you. 

when i think about me and you..

i think about 2 people…who through a serious of random events found each other..

2 people who just want things to work.

When i think about me and you..

im happy. 

and most of the time, i think you are too.

i think about why i like you. and everytime i come up with the same answer..

its just cause you’re you. 

idk..

when i think of me and you, i think i love the idea. :)

An Ungrateful, Technology savvy Generation.

Im sitting on skype, a popular video chat application used by millions of people. And As I think to myself, I realize how great it is to live in a generation where technology has advanced so much, I can actually see someone miles and away and chat with them face to face. The idea and execution of the whole project has been thus far successful and video chatting is a quickly growing technology phenomenon. It seems though that our generation is becoming technologically greedy. In the same sense where I appreciate the opportunity, I am still wanting more. Why am I separated by this screen? Why cant the experience of being by this person be more real? Is it my greed for a higher technology? Or just my need or want for being with the person? I think its a combination of both. I would love to be closer, and having a real life experience that obviously technology can not YET offer me, but like 10 years ago..Talking on the phone, I wished I could see the person, and I said “Technology can not YET offer me that.” I guess maybe our minds are conforming to the fact that practically anything we can think about or envision, will come about sooner than we think.

But for now, I still wish i wasnt blocked by the computer screen.